I hate myself and I want to die. I have seen questions on here like this before, so really don’t try to dissuade me. I am ugly, fat and stupid. Additionally I live with my parents (am 24) and am in debt. Will my parents have to pay my debt if I die? Hopefully not. I am not going to kill myself in my room or anywhere they can find me, so don’t worry about that. Also do not tell me to see a counselor or get psychiatric help. I have no insurance so that makes seeing a counselor quite out of the question. I have some kind of crappy medical assistance right now and that is only affording me medication, which I don’t even think is working. I have no job so that I could have the possibility of even getting insurance. I have tried everywhere around my house (I don’t have a car, so I have to depend on rides from other people, take the bus or walk). So anyone know some good ways to end it all? I have no access to high buildings and have tried unsuccessfully to exsanguinate myself.
thanks for all the great answers I received. You all are really nice. Although the only real ways I got on how to end it were the ‘booze and pills’ and hanging. The former never worked for me so I might explore the latter in desperation. Thanks again!
Dewey D Thank you for saying you’ll pray for me. That means so much to me, you can’t even imagine. I’ll pray for you too. You seem positive despite your situation so I know things will change for you soon.
Not high on Life
You’re only 18! I am sorry you feel that way already, you’re so young. I hope the best for you.
Antiprotest73
I thought that was hilarious what you said about my vote. I am a democrat but I didn’t think my answers really reflected as much so blantantly. You’re so perceptive! Thanks for the hot line number, I might use that.
Dear Dann,
I have started exercising a little bit and it has made me feel better. I have been always meaning to do it anyway, so it is good I just got up a little. Also I can’t spend my money from drugs on counseling because I have this crappy service that is not exactly insurance but helps people like me who have problems with depression. So I got prescribed Prozac and only have to pay two dollars for it. I don’t know what kind of counselor I could see for that amount of money. ha ha thank you! You seem nice.
hadley B, how is your life harder than mine? What’s going on with you? Do you have terrible self-esteem too? I want to hear about it. I seriously would have called you but that phone number seems foreign and I live in California. thanks!
soundwave
If I kill myself then I won’t have to deal with my problems and my parents and family won’t have to deal with me moping around all the time. There will be more room in our house and more money. Also there will be more oxygen in the world as it won’t be being wasted on me. My oven isn’t a gas oven, so I don’t think that would work. Thanks though